It’s a breakthrough/new plateau. You experienced not giving af. Most people never reach that and that is why having a stutter is the one of the greatest teachers ever. Through humility you learn no one and nothing matters. If they had a stutter they would understand and be humble but they don’t and they arnt. It isn’t even about us even we were given this incredible insight. Just push into it as deep as your mind can. Internalize that situation. Rock on. I’m there and have been a couple years. People still do the “you have a fear, you are nervous, slow down.” And you just sit back allowing them to project their insecurities and how they would stutter and how scared and sad they would be if they did. Like okay. They and everyone are trapped in a world of vanity. When they see someone authentically speaking how they do it scares them. Doesn’t fit the mold, so they offer solutions for their candid world.