Before I break down a condensed version of what I have learned and what has helped me, you really want to know or are you just trying to confirm your false beliefs? Even though you're an absolute d*ck and I kinda want to let natural selection do its job, I still feel empathy for you since we share fates. Let me be clear and reiterate: - I don't have to proof anything to you or anyone else. Don't even think for a second that you're entitled to anything. - Conventional speech therapy barely helps. Those "therapists" don't know sh*t. Been there, done that.