My self-image isn't that great tbh, even though my fluency has greatly improved over the years. I am still the shy, quiet guy who has a hard time approaching women and speaking up in crads. (like a classroom swrring) I didn't have extensive speech therapy. I had some in elementary school. Didn't help a lot, i dont think. Had some through the VA, but it was just a couple of sessions. It's like anything else, the effort you put into it determines the outcome. There are plenty of people who have a stutter and host tcc shows and are A-list movie stars Maybe find a job where you are your own boss in a field that doesn't require a lot of falling, creating youtube channels, or option trading, just be creative. I wish you the best