I’ve paid for the services of escorts. I was in an 11 year drought. I finally gave in about 2 years ago. I think you should do it. You’ll eventually realize that it’s not all that. It’s just a feeling that comes and goes instantaneously. And unless you last long, it’ll seem like a waste of money. Definitely have to start exercising and weight lifting. At least you’ll look the part. And it may help with overall confidence since your overall health will improve. Hope this helps.