I give up trying to find a permanent solution to my stutter, I'ma just avoidancemaxx and try to speak as least as possible.

I give up trying to find a permanent solution to my stutter, I'ma just avoidancemaxx and try to speak as least as possible. I know I posted a few hours ago talking a big game, but something just clicked for me. I'm not strong enough to take any of the advice here seriously. None of the fluency shaping techniques work or modification techniques work for my stuttering. I have really bad speech blocks, so I can't move anything while stuttering. Years of speech therapy has done nothing for me. (Over 7 years). Most importantly I can't do exposure therapy, the social anxiety is too severe and I will never be able to "get over myself". Not sure how I'ma get a job tho. Maybe my future employers will let me use tts (text to speech) software so I can communicate. I'm only 17 and have never had a job before. I'm embracing that sad kid on the swing set lifestyle because I can't fight myself anymore to "get out there". I'm a shut in through and through. Sorry.