Dont rob yourself from enjoying your time here, comparison is the thief of joy. Plus, a lot of people have it a lot worse, a lot of people have it a lot better, if you look for reasons to be sad, you will find it. If you look for the inverse, you will find it. I highly recommend you leave this community. Its a bunch of people who look for excuses to be pessimistic. Getting reminded of negativity isnt helping anyone ❤️