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I hate the fact is stutter - vent LIKE OMG. It’s soo frustrating! Why can’t I just talk normally? I have an phone screening for a job today and I have all my answers written down already, I just gotta say it but that’s the thing, I can’t say it. I have to spend 3 hours practicing for a 15 mins conversation! The thing is I don’t stutter that much unless I’m put in a situation that makes me anxious. Everyday normal conversations, you won’t even know unless you really spent time with me. It’s also like why do I have to stutter at the most important time (an interview)? Deadass, they be looking at you like your stupid. It doesn’t even affect the way I do my job, it’s just the stupid interview. I’ve never really tried to disclose my stutter but maybe in my next video or in person interview I will. Recently, I found out that I don’t stutter if I look at my mouth in the mirror. I took speech therapy 2 years ago and my therapist told me something like that (I stopped due to financial reasons). I might try it out and see how it works. Also one that pisses me off is that when I have a block on a certain word, I start describing so the person can figure it but it’s like why can I say these words but not the object I’m trying to describe. This shit pisses me off.