I chickened out of this one just wasn't up to such a big event today, which is why I'm still only making around 20/hour as a borderline middle aged person, lots of chickening out of life in general, with a large part being the stuttering + personality issues including prone to nihilism & low ambition. But.. I have 2 more interviews of this same position, I'm gonna take some ashwagandha an L-theanine & make myself power thru those, can't chicken out 3 times :/