Most of my doubt comes from a lack of boundaries with my family and my stuttering. I wish they could seriously feel what it feels like for me. My mom…it’s like she makes it seem like I’m bothering her when I try to talk to her. When I was younger I remember she used to get mad at me all the time . Because of how long I would take. And I would just see her face. Like that face that’s like “why are you talking to me, get out of my face.” It made me hyper aware of other peoples facial expressions and reactions to when I speak now. Or sometimes my siblings. They kind of understand me more but they still do things I tell them I don’t like. Sometimes we could all be talking and it’s like, when I’m trying to get a word out and experiencing a block…someone will start talking about something totally different and just cut me off. Like huh. Like they didn’t hear me just trying to get my words out…..😑. Like I’ve never done that. I’m always the person that’s like “now what were you saying.”I’m still trying to learn how to not care. I’m 23 and still live with my parents at the moment so it’s kind of hard.