Try to find an SLP who’s up to date on current best practices and research. Find someone who will help with stuttering modification/ self-talk/ shaping your attitudes rather than fluency shaping. Oddly I think working with someone who can help you feel more at ease about stuttering can help the stuttering too. The goal should be to support clients to stutter more ‘easily’ than to eliminate stuttering. You can PM me if you’d like but I’m sure there is an SLP in your area who is up to date on these practices.