1. your right 2. yeah some of them were, but some of them were really nice too, i guess it depends where in the world ur joining from lol 3. yeah, the fact that i can just skip them lowes the exposure aspect of it, but i still felt a lot of anxiety if i could or couldnt speak well, i feel better even after just one day, maybe its a placebo effect idk, but after that i got a call from some wifi company and i was actually able to pick up the phone and talk to them, appreciate the feedback very much