I feel like it’s a death sentence for me. Have always felt that my life would be more difficult with the stuttering. In teens I started developing a sense that I this must die alone with me, no genes shall be past down form me. The only way I can repair this damage is by having no children. It is not a desperation but a choice I made when I was younger. If there is a woman who can love me for who I am. Like she must my path have painful and some wounds can never heal.