First what does, “YHH” mean? I told this about myself on here before, but my stutter has brought on severe depression. I been in and out of psychiatric hospitals, attempted suicide dozens of times. Never been married or had a girlfriend. I order anything I need online and have it delivered to my home. That is a microscopic part of my life. There are times I have wished that I could trade my handicap for another handicap that is a lot more visible. Ido not know like being in a wheelchair. Then my handicap will be a lot more visible.