I've gone through hard times. I've lightly contemplated suicide at times, but nothing serious. I think deep in me I know suicide won't solve any problems, it's the easy way out. I've always thought that it will be worth it and be beautiful if I push through and accomplish something and achieve something. I think I'm past most of the difficult days with my stutter. I've pretty much come to terms with who I am. I actually kind of like myself. I'm pretty happy. I've accomplished more than I ever thought was possible. Everyone can achieve incredible and meaningful things. Stuttering doesn't affect that at all. I'm not sure if you're considering suicide at all, or just taking a survey. But if you are, I urge you to please call this number! #**1 (800) 273-8255** http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/