Im sorry too. I hope you feel better soon man. Suicide is never the answer. Ill check in on this thread in a few days and see how you're doing. Sometimes the humiliation is funny if you can laugh at yourself. Ik it hurts sometimes but we cant help it so why beat ourselves up about it. Would you be any different without your stutter? In my opinion people who dont have stutters dont know what the hell they're tryna say anyway. You really wanna be like THEM?