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Thanks a ton for replying. It can be tough because many times I feel that I shouldn't have to explain that their behavior is unacceptable. Having to explain to a sibling why they shouldn't mock my stutter, having to explain to a parent who's mad at me over something that they shouldn't take my stuttering as an opportunity to walk away or as a sign that they've 'won' the argument. It honestly seems like an uphill battle where you invest so much energy just to move an inch. But like you said, it has to be done. I cannot allow this, because in the end, this is my life, and I'm the one experiencing this pain. I've been trying to develop a 'tough core', where I do things, say things that I feel have to be done or said, not really caring about someone's feedback. That's been difficult as well since I've been conditioned over the years to react (emotionally, physiologically) to negative feedback towards my stuttering. Anyway, time to minimize victim mentality and start taking a stand. It might be difficult to confront people, but it's better than living in fear, hesitation, and eventually, regret.