I’m a full-time student. What money I had this year went to bike and ski gear. I know they do scholarship type things but I’d feel shitty trying to take that because I feel like I’m beyond help, or at least beyond what a short conference would do for me. And if I did go for the scholarship and didn’t get it, that’d just be another reason to breakdown and further assign hopelessness to my situation. Thanks for the suggestion though.