no i don't hate it anymore i have learned to respect it instead. in regards to applying electricity to my brain, it was done on my own time. at first i built my own tdcs(transcranial direct current stimulation) device but later on i realized it was not as precise so i decided to buy one online which came with better montage sponges. the cool thing about tdcs is that you can actually achieve different things like accelerated learning, lower anxiety and etc but critics will say this is just subjective aided by a placebo effect which could be true but in my experience when i do a session once in a while i really feel something. the first time i tried tdcs on my brocas area i could literally feel my blocks being shattered as i was able to produce the next words. i will say that the effect has become less effective over time and i would assume that is because our brains are plastic and tends to adjust.