I know, right?! This is one of my most feared scenarios. When people want me to explain something to them or narrate an incident, 99% of the times I avoid it. I have noticed that friends 90% of the time tell funny stories to each other and laugh a lot. I want to do that and I have tried in the past but as soon as I begin to stutter, things get super awkward and at the end of the story the only person laughing is me because they didn't even get what I was saying (some people laugh out of nervousness and in an attempt to not hurt my sentiments, but clearly I can tell) . Every time it happens I feel so so bad. I guess that's why I don't have any friends. I imagine in my head cool stories and jokes to tell people but remembering those failed attempts always stops me from doing so. Life is shit man :/ (just like my grammar)