dont beat yourself too much just know you got a community of freaks(people) like you .....way i see it is that stutterers like us have higher IQs and therefore the cruel universe had to short change us somewhere and it happened to be our speech from all things lol. ​ edit: this is loose talk and not to be taken seriously. i was only providing false comfort kinda like when parents tell their kids "your gonna be a president one day" but we all know its not gonna happen.