Honestly kid, no one worries about your stutter more than you. Embrace it, laugh about it, use it to your advantage. Just live life, find hobbies you love and want to engage in. Find friends with those hobbies and branch out. Me = woodworking, gaming, comics and nerding out about all sorts. Find a sport exercise you love. Me = swimming, waddling quickly or jogging If you forget how great life is because of a stutter you are missing what else makes living great. See speech therapists, take singing and acting lessons. Do everything you can to live.