This is such a stutterer experience. I think I learned pretty early I could cry about it or laugh about it and had to go with laugh. I can talk about feeling badly or bad life situations but the sarcastic humor I have learned to cope....means sometimes I end a sad story with a laugh. I love having a lite laugh on a dope/bully they walk away like "what do you mean I didn't successful ruin their day with my childish teasing?!?!" Lol