Yea dude it sucks cuz very few people understand us. Many of the hardships we go through most people will not experience to the degree that we have. People are attracted to positivity and repulsed my negativity. They dropped you out of the social group because you remind them that in this world their are things that are out of their control. If your in college people just wanna have fun and enjoy their youth while pushing away the bitter reality of the real world. That being said work on being FUCKING positive. Your stutter didn't push them away if you laughed at it and had a smile. It was your depressing attitude towards your stutter that depresses them to a point that they just aren't used to. Keep your agony to yourself and maybe share your emotions will people you trust and who you know will understand. (Family, Old Friends)