I blocked today. I was trying to explain about the heatwave that was just in Arizona and California over the past few days to a couple of friends of my father. Words came out but it was very clunky like I was clearing my throat with the sound of cu cu. Of course my head moved around like I was a bobblehead because I'm blocking and I'm dying inside because it's embarrassing when everyone's looking at you. So you don't know where to put your face and then it makes it harder to get the word out which makes you bobble your head more. It's a fucking feedback loop of death.