Unique situation

Unique situation Hi all. I just joined this sub and have been lurking around. I have stuttered throughout my whole life. Although speech therapy has almost eliminated it completely, I have noticed that I still have this recurring symptom. Wanting to know if anyone can relate: When speaking, I can anticipate which word I am going to stutter on in a sentence, and completely pause when I get to it. I push to get the word out, and I just can't. It's become a real burden, and I lose the person's attention who I am speaking with. Would love to know if anyone can relate.