This is the hardest it will be. Once HS is over, it gets easier. When I got into college it improved a LOT. Did I stutter still? Absolutely. Did I give fewer shits? Absolutely. Because I didn't know anyone. I wasn't shouldered with that pressure. In HS, my parents moved my senior year. NIGHTMARE. It was a more affluent school and I didn't own a car. I refused the bus because the bullying (to other kids) was so bad. I didn't want to be their next target. I walked the mile and a half. Your anxiety just adds to fluency issues, and I'm sorry for that. Really try to take care of yourself. Exercise, sleep well, eat well, and that will help curb some of the extra stress on your body and mind. I'm in my mid-30s now. I still stutter. No one cares, it seems. If they notice. I say "I stutter. It's a neurological issue." My daughter stutters too. My son has dysarthria and is even harder to understand. I've literally told them if kids try to bully them or give them shit, "tell them to fuck off." In THOSE terms with your head held high. I'll defend them if they get in trouble at school. My kids, bless their hearts, say, "Mom, those are bad words, but I will tell them to BACK OFF." A better alternative. lol. I didn't raise no victims. In the grander scheme of things, you have been given a challenge in life that will give you GRIT if you can learn to manage your reactions to people (both internal and external). As life progresses, the things that will stop people in their TRACKS for fear will feel like nothing to you because you've had worse hardships. I strive to live by Stoic virtues mostly because they came naturally to me as I coped with my stutter. If you're interested in reading, I can send you some suggestions. You just have one year to go. You will OWN this year at school. I believe you will kick ass. You are already so self aware, and that's way ahead of your peers.