I feel the same..i'm 23 years of old and i get stuck most of the time..but because of word linking ,people wont recognize it when i talk my mother tough.since english is new to me ,i get stuck all the time.i get stuck on word to word in english.Im sad that i cannot express myself in the way i want to.when i show up,i think i seem nervous or not confident due to my stuttering.There are moments i cannot even say a word and just get freezed ..and other person waiting for my answer.that memories and experiences feel like a nightmare to me.I only have faith and hope about my future.sometimes i feel like to give up on everything..life feels so miserable yet there is no one to understand the way i feel.Since i seems okay outside,no one think how heartbroken i am..But anyways i have a hope that helps me to wipe my tears everyday and do things as i can even though i feel so embarrassed .I am still working on the traumas im having due to hard experiences like shame about myself for not being able to say a simple word..I know i am healing and i love myself and so proud for trying the best as i can..i know it is hard for you..but we can have faith on our journey as souls who just having human experience on thia earth..Everything will be finee