[Glad\_Pudding9347](https://www.reddit.com/user/Glad_Pudding9347/) you expressed the problem very well. I understand your feelings. I was there too when I was your age. Here are a few resources where you can find out more about Stuttering and find other people to share experiences with. You need to talk to someone about your stuttering. It will help. to share your experiences. Good luck! National Stuttering Association. [https://westutter.org](https://westutter.org) Stuttering Foundation of America. [https://stutteringhelp.org](https://stutteringhelp.org)