I’m sorry man , I always kee myself down and never thought about those who’ve had it worse than me my stutter is bad but not that bad , your life will turn around and prayer helps and also if u have supportive family members you can tell one and see a speech therapists. This isn’t the end man and I’m so sorry I hate when my parents compare me as well. Makes you feel like your a disappointment just by being alive, I will say that you need to have confidence in urself and if no one else does love yourself man