Sorry but maybe it’s time to take ownership of your life and stop trying to blame others and feel sorry for yourself. Yeah stuttering is bad and we all wish we didnt have it, but you’re not going to get far by blaming your parents or the world. Your parents are imperfect just like everyone else and I’m sure they did their best with the resources and knowledge they had at the time. You’ll understand this as you get older. Furthermore, stop falling into the easy trap of blaming your stutter for everything. I’ve met hundreds of stutterers, (some with very severe stutters) who still manage to lead a healthy social life and have a decent career. My advice would honestly be to focus on the areas that are getting you down (job search and social life). The stutter will always be there but 99% of people don’t give a shit about it really. The less you fight it, the easier it gets.