I don't stutter, but I'm a speech pathology student and I just wanted to say I'm so sorry that you're dealing with this. Have you tried talking with your parents about your stutter and how it makes YOU feel? Just like with anything else someone might struggle with in life, naming the "monster" gives it less power. If you have any questions or just want to vent/talk, I'd be more than happy to lend an ear. Just shoot me a PM.