I hope you read my comment. You said that you tried everything and nothing worked for you. But in reality, no one has tried everything. Have you tried a gluten-free diet? There are people who tried it and their stuttering completely disappeared. I haven’t tried it yet, but I read that many people did and it worked amazingly for them. I’m not saying it’s the final or complete cure, but from what they said, I truly believe it might be. Oh, and by the way your message was beautiful. But please, don’t do anything foolish. We’re all in this hole together. You’re not alone. We are the family you’ve been searching for all your life.