I'm 39 years old, so i can picture how it was at school at your time. I mean even my teacher abused me, physically, humiliated me, overpunished me etc. And in the playground whithout supervision, i was like an animal. Fighting groups in circle around me everydays. I almost died out of air, below them like a pyramid me, a couple times before i started to fight them like an animal. And the loneliness... I was a completely different person than i am now. I don't know, how was it at your school ?