I know it doesn't. Its just sometimes It gets lonely. I know I am not owed love. I even had girlfriends in the past. It was easier then. You go to school and you find your group of outcasts and start to date some of them. Now when I am 30, everyone at my job is married besides me. I have a very severe stutter so I don't want to approach random women on the street. At this point is not because of embarrassment its cause I know my stutter makes people very uncomfortable since with my stutter I get a bad choking sensation and it just looks weird. While I hope I find someone I wouldn't bet on it and that's okay. If I was a woman I wouldn't probably date myself either. Like I said. My stutter is just pure cringe.