I'm not looking forward to the future at all. I've never had a job interview in my entire life. The only reason why I ever had a job in the past was because of a friend I had several years ago. Now, I'm expected to secure a co-op position in I.T. And if I do not then I cannot transfer to University (I'm in a college-university partnership program). Me having to dumb down content to a technical interviewer isn't going to fly in this field. When it comes to my family, the one person I'm bitter towards is my father. He stuttered when he was younger so I got that disease from him. He was also very harsh and judgmental on every I did as a child. If I made a mistake..he'd put me down. So now, I'm pretty much scarred for the rest of my life because of I grew up.