This is me. I mean i have friends that accepts me but whenever we hang out, i would like myself to be the one that creates a topic, cracking jokes with them, talking to strangers and stuff. But usually my role is just to laugh and answer when being asked. I hate it, why can’t i just be normal. Sometimes i think, if i was normal, i’d be the most noisy in the group and would also want to trade places with people who are shy to talk. Like what’s wrong with them? They can just speak normally what’s the reason for them being shy? Yeah, stuttering is really cruel..