Thanks for sharing your experience brother. I felt really sad to hear that you've attempted suicide several times. I don't know how deeply it has affected your life but what I feel is that stuttering isn't something which I consider to be the biggest problem of my life. We've got much bigger challenges and problems to face. In fact, I just feel that I was lucky enough not to have this stuttering problem, that's it. I'm grateful for this community and your encouragement. Sending strength and gratitude!