Should I spend all my life wishing i didn't stutter

Should I spend all my life wishing i didn't stutter Thats a question that came to me recently. Well am 19, soon 20, thats a quarter and if am lucky or unlucky a fifth of my life. Should I live it breaking every time i cant say a word? Wishing i was fluent like anyone else around me. Idk man but i dont think thats the way