Adult stuttering can feel like this. I have spent 30+ years dealing with it on the daily. There is little useful advice other than to reorient you to the fact that 90% of jobs and career opportunities come from social networking and not job announcements and interview panels. Do yourself a solid and get the latest version of “What color is my parachute?” and then work on cultivating your social networks and on drafting your disclosure preamble to claim your space/agency/personage. Go places. Talk to people. Laugh and have fun. Be enjoyable and fun to be around. Be honest about your needs and what you are looking for. Ask for help and be direct about it. Above all, don’t try hiding your stutter anymore. It is exhausting and your tricks will fail you when it counts. DM me if you want to talk, practice interviewing, or just laugh. Stay strong sister!!