Thank you. Luckily I don't let myself miss opportunities when it comes to experiences. I love speaking on microphones in front of a crowd (not typical, i know.), I like doing fun and dumb things. But socially I'm not 100% there. I'm a bit of an extrovert too. But its like, at times I doubt I'm living my life to the fullest because I don't have any super close friends due to my stutter and pushing people away. And even if I attempt to combat it, I have nothing to say to people because I'm so used to not being listened too and ignored from childhood. Its like an instinctual block or something of that note.