No one is alone here brother. You do have a rare opinion about stutter though. If I had one wish it would be to remove my stutter or better yet live my life over again without a stutter. I'm 25 and my stutter has crippled me all my life socially so it has snowballed into social anxiety, losing friends, very low self-esteem and depression. It is my enemy and knowing what it has lead me to it's very hard to accept it.