I don’t have a severe stutter but enough to have those kind of thoughts. How I deal with it?? I’m not really sure. As someone with autism and a stutter, I often get suicidal thoughts and fantasise about actually doing it, but I’ve kind of just been existing. I’ve felt it’s better if I just become that quiet person who doesn’t speak much or at all, than to throw my life away and wishing things could be different. Don’t get me wrong, I still have those thoughts. But looking at the bigger picture, what would you say is a better?? Weigh the scale a little bit. You can either end your life feeling sorry for yourself, wishing things could be different or working around your stutter, by speaking less or not speaking at all like me. I’m not saying you have to do these, I’m just giving you a suggestion and another reason to live and maybe enjoying life again. **Weigh the scale**