Please don't go. You're important. I know talking is hard and can feel impossible but professional mental health services can help -- please reach out. You don't even have to talk, they have online chat. [http://chat.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/GetHelp/LifelineChat.aspx](http://chat.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/GetHelp/LifelineChat.aspx)