Bro ur parents don't understand what u are going through, maybe they sympathise with you but they can't actually feel your trouble. And it's ok. What they think doesn't matter as long as you keep doing better. And you are doing better. Look at you going to all those interviews and facing the world even when you are afraid. I know 'exactly' what it feels like. To be helpless and clueless. What I did to elevate my suffering is that I joined speech therapy. Trust me, if you can afford it, it can do wonders. I still am going through my therapy but I can feel the changes happening. My advice to you is share the trouble with your therapist. Just give him/her a chance. What's the worst that could happen. You will not recover? (Though it will never be the case but still lets assume...) Ok then what, atleast you tried. And when you go with this attitude that you have nothing to loose, you will surely gain something out of it. Something is always better than nothing my good man.