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Time to Talk Hi, I hope you're all doing well. I think it's about time I acknowledge this. I've stammered all my life, I'm 19 and it sucks. I don't have many friends because I work a lot and don't have the time. I've been through a lot of stress these past few months and it's killing me. Same old really, diagnosed anxiety and depression since Jan 2015 but what's worse is happening right now. I don't know if anyone else feels the same. I feel detached from my memories, I travel across the world alone when I can and actually just got back from a solo trip to the states, I don't worry when travelling even though my stammer is bad, I just get through it and if someone tries to make that hard because of my speech, they're the problem. But when I get back I always feel as if whatever happened on my trip didn't happen to me. Like I can recall the memories and events but it doesn't feel personally special like it should. This has happened to almost all big memories in my life and I'm worried it's the first stages of something worse, considering the stutter is a brain problem I don't know if the two are linked. If anyone knows what I mean, please get in touch. I really do feel alone.