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¿Do we fear autorithy? Today I went to a shop to deliver some samples of my business. A nice lady attended me. Everything went good. Not completely fluent because I was nervous but at least 80%. Suddenly she calls her boss to manage the samples and everything go sideways. The BIG autorithy instantly make me block. Shut down. I don´t undestand why. First of all I´m assigning different value to different people and that may be wrong. ¿Is it because you make more money that you are more worthy? I don´t think so. My conclusion is this: I am seeking aproval of other people and the "bigger" the person, the bigger the aproval for my ego. So the otherway around. The bigger the rejection the more painful it is. Whenever the stakes are too high, my body cense it and instantly shutdown to avoid the posible rejection and the diminish of my ego. Great no?? I think I got it. Heheh.