Scared to stutter or scared to speak?

Scared to stutter or scared to speak? Sup guys, so I just want to hear from you guys and your opinion on this. For everyone who has a stutter or any speech problem, do you guys like to have conversations regardless of stuttering? I like to speak with people but in the back of my mind before literally almost every single word I am scared to stutter. I am not sure if I am scared to embarrass myself or what but does anyone else have these thoughts? If I did not have a stutter I feel like I would be a whole new person :/ it’s sad to think about but lets make the most of it and learn to cope with it :)