Dear sir i feel shameful at this age , even a toddler gives a better speech than me its that bad . It got worse since my bachelors . I have no personality bcoz of it and i dont even feel going to interviews this days . Everyone is in their final years at interviews , i feel soo ashamed i am a grown ass man and still younger ppl outsmart me by presenting themselves well . I have started to personally hate myself , so i dont find any good words for me to present it in interviews . I feel i will never overcome this , i will never forgive my parents , they knew i had speech issues yet they neglected it . I remember myslef i was a strong and confident kid , used to talk a lot and answer every questions in classes till 2nd grade . They traumatized me with their constant quarrels in house , during those days they used to fight and threaten me for my any wrong doings with u better behave or i will divorce your father and leave the house . I went silent after that barely talked in school . Sorry i am ranting here , pardon me