Is there is someone like me?

Is there is someone like me? For me my stutter come and go but not daily imeen in months like ispeak completely free for couple of months (winter) then once we get to summer ifeel like iam totally different person like even my opinions on things changed ibecom a weak person that cant defend himslef for couple of months then boom iam me again with my real personality like ieven know the pattern of months it comes in and my whole personality shifts like wtf icant even respond to my friends call who ilove them very much cause thats not meee now,its like having 2 inside you and they take monthly shifts yk