Right now though it’s a hell of an escape. I discovered alcohol made me fluent and it was like I found the key to the magic kingdom. Drugs, girls, cigarettes, video games, porn, yada yada. It’s just an escape from the shame my brother. TempAspect is going to therapy later, fuck ya! You’ll get sober or you won’t, you’ll stutter or you won’t. Either way, you’re both honorable people who deserve to have a life worth living. Maybe stop trying to change the stutter and own it? Highly recommend reading Life On Delay